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My journal has become FRIENDS ONLY.

Too much shit has gotten very personal and deep and I don't need strangers or people I don't like meddling in my business. If you want to be added as a friend, comment me.

Thanks!

<3
Sara

http://scole1.deviantart.com/gallery/

look and tell me what you think...

I said, "Love is waiting
And better days"
She smiled and placed a kiss
On my waiting face
Promise what you will
Something good for me
Time will take it all
And it will, you'll see

i'm in a good mood. i'm so content with everything right now. things are good.

hey all! i'm on tim's computer so i'm gonna update of the happenings SO FAR.

plane into boston was full of hotties. haha. good times. been hanging out with tim. today we went downtown and went exploring. i took some pictures of some AMAZING buildings. i kinda wish i had my real camera. bah. anyways. so me and tim decided we're going to nyc tomorrow morning. yep. i'm hella excited because we weren't planning to go and i've always wanted to go to nyc! weee!

anyways... i just want to let you guys know that jealousy is going to destroy the world. c'mon people. it's a waste of energy.

that's all. byes!

so i go to volunteering today and the priest who runs the volunteering/food preparation has written a book on the shelter. well, the editor shows up taking photos for the book. so i start talking to the editor since i know a thing or two about photography. it turns out the editor doesn't know much about photography at all. i tell him my experience and whatnot and then he says "hey... would you like to take the photographs?" of course i said sure! well it turns out that some of the pictures i took may be used in the book and possibly on the cover. and the author (the priest) is well known and is expected to appear on oprah. i'll be getting full credit for anything used. i got the editor's business card. fuck yes!

so, i'm really happy about it. congrats to me. yay.

anyways...gonna watch the end of pulp fiction and head to bed.

me + photolab = love

oh yeah...

nothing really eventful. volleyball was alright. suzie tried to to cook a sheet of cardboard under the pizza. now it smells funny in here.

blah. i got my photo assignment done. now i have to go on the hunt for cute, open couples. yep.

Lovely, you're always lovely
A vision
You were the one
Now I am stuck inside a memory
You forgot about our destiny
You buried me
Didn’t you?
Didn’t you?

Love me faster than the devil
Run me straight into the ground
Drowning deep inside your water
Drowning deep inside your sound

You’re always floating
A vapor
That I couldn’t see
Here I am stuck inside a yesterday
Everything has given way
You fell from me
Didn’t you?
Didn’t you?

Love me faster than the devil
Run me straight into the ground
Drowning deep inside your water
Drowning deep inside your sound
Love me faster than the devil
Run me straight into the ground
Drowning deep inside your water
Drown in love and memories

Maybe I am a crowded mind
I watch your eyes glaze over
Stared down at the floor
You were amazing to me
I was amazing to you
But here we go again

Didn’t you
Love me faster than the devil
Run me straight into the ground
Drowning deep inside your water
Drowning deep inside your sound
Love me faster than the devil
Run me straight into the ground
Drowning deep inside your water
Drown in love and memories

I think I'm going to call Student Activities and ask for my money that went towards that b!tch speaking here, BACK.

Anyone with me?

Student Activities: (773) 508-8850

we did not play as well as i would hope, but that's what happens when you lost one player to the division 1 team, and another had to go to a retreat. it was a mess. but not bad. i didn't do bad either. i had my goofs and fuck ups, but all in all, i didn't do too bad.

you know you've come obsessed with a sport when you can look at the floor/lights/set up of courts and tell what kind of a day you're going to have. sure, everyone should be flexible when it comes to playing conditions, but the moment i walk in... i just know how things are going to go.

today: nice lighting, not too strong, no outside lighting, lots of space from the wall to the court. however, the flooring was TERRIBLE! it was like cement was poured and then someone painted "wood" lines on there or something. halas has wooden flooring, but it has a little bounce to it. then there's my favorite plastic squares that hinge together. but today, i think i could have dove in the parking lot and it would have been the same thing.

long story short, i have this ginormous bruise on my hip that hurts when i walk. uhh yeah. that bad. i'm pretty sure i can't lay on my right side anytime soon either.

i'm really tired. i need to shower and i think i'm just gonna sit around and watch TV.

i leave for purdue at 6:30pm or so. tournament all day saturday. back late saturday night. southside sunday afternoon.

sorry. my life has been pretty boring the past few days. meh.

http://en.wikiquote.org/wiki/Ann_Coulter

this bitch...

so i got my photo assignment back. fucking A bitches! hell yeah. i don't know why i'm so excited about it since that's what i SHOULD get, but i'm still happy regardless. today is going to be a great day. i can just feel it. if anyone at OUA fucks with me, i'm going to flip out. i want to start, finish, and endure this day with a smile on my face.

alright, i began my next photo assignment - portraits, self portraits. i just need to think about the one after that. i need a couple. a couple who isn't afraid to get photographed and doesn't mind me intruding. anyone? let me know ASAP! i'll probably start shooting the 26th.

time to eat and head to work. be back after 5pm.

i feel like an emotional wreck. i'm trying to hide it, but i think i might just implode.

i don't know what's wrong with me. i need to snap out of it.

so the tournament went really well. went 4-2 in pool play and came in 3rd overall. i kicked ASS today. seriously. my serves were on. woohoo.

thank you suzie, elame, had, and chandni for coming to cheer me on. i really apperciate it.

anyways. i'm really tired. gonna get some food in me, shower, then nap. yay.

so i head to bed early and i'm thinking... awesome! i'll actually get some sleep tonight! i couldn't be more wrong.

2am... my neighbors screaming AGAIN. now this is WAR. i need some help getting back at them. i'm thinking something to do with mail/email since i don't want it to be obvious. those bitches are so fucking rude.

about to fall back asleep and the fucking door alarm in rockhurst goes off at 2:45am. i'm thinking that ok... it'll go off... nope. 15 min. i call campus safety and they take care of it 15 min later.

it's now 3:15am. suzie and chris walk in around 3:30 and we talk for a little bit. try to get to sleep again... maybe i was out before 4, but i doubt it.

got up at 5:45 and now i have play volleyball for 6 hours. mmm.

well, wish me luck. if anyone wants go to still.... call me or suzie.

like the new icon?

heh heh heh.

picked up brian at best buy and then went to a different best buy to get my 1gb memory cards, memory card reader, etc. fun times!

we got some food at leona's in wrigelyville and then ALMOST got a tattoo. hah. i need a change... tattoo, piercing, hair cut, something! argh!

so trying to study for this damn phil test. i don't think it's fair to take tests at this damn place when loyola clearly has failed basic math, common sense, and accounting. seriously. anyone who writes a check to a student who "owes money" shouldn't be administering tests.

i'm glad i listened to tim today. i feel a lot better about the shit i've been going through. i'm getting antsy though because i want to work out SO bad. it's taking a lot to hold myself back right now.

well. maybe i'll just make something. gah.